Blessed New Moon in Taurus everyone! Which for many folks feels especially wonderful, I'm sure, because Venus is finally direct and letting our feels breathe.
This new moon is a bit harder for me. It's the first one where I've felt nearly altogether depleted- usually new moons give me an extra boost of energy. Not that its magic isn't as potent, just my life is facing a bit more challenge than usual and my self-care isn't as on point as I'd like it to be.
I'm adjusting to a family health challenge and to the subsequent role of caregiver. I traveled, so the sanctuary of home is unavailable. Most of my day is spent inside a hospital, which I've always been energy-sensitive to and the usual care habits aren't as accessible in my new day to day.
I'm trying to form a plan for the long-term while I'm in the adjustment period. I've got the larger plans in the works but also taking advantages of the little pockets of air that allow for a bit of grounding and comfort- like a tea, blended with hawthorn and holy basil and flower petals to soothe and bolster my heart, that I mixed on impulse five minutes before the five hour drive to the hospital.
The usual lunar readings have been harder for me. It's not as easy to take in broader themed messages appropriate for this moon like love, home, abundance, security, and manifestation when I'm dealing with what feels like such an insurmountable set of circumstances.
Not that it looks like avoiding those themes is possible- case in point my new moon reading. The FOUR OF WANDS, STAR, and MAGICIAN are all about love, home, abundance, security, and manifestation.
So how to bring that energy down here where I am at?
New Moon in Taurus reflection reading from the Ostara Tarot
I don't have a clear answer yet, or rather it's slowly forming and I can't quite articulate it yet. It's my New Moon soul homework for tonight as I spend the night hospital bedside once again.
With all this of course, a few things have been placed on a necessary hold. While I'm away from home, my meditative tarot teas, baths, and talismans will be unavailable as I'm not near my herbs at the moment.
What I am wide open and available for is tarot readings! I'm never far from a deck of cards. I've got some time on my hands and I'd like to continue being of service. So go ahead and book a reading for yourself and let's explore Taurus' lessons of love, home, abundance, security, and manifestation together. As always, sliding scale is available.