King of Cups

The KING OF CUPS sits reversed, a cup spilling over as it rains. I've described my grief like my spirit/heart being filled up with just this feeling and filling up so full inside me that there is just no space for anything else anymore. And in all that I'm trying to manage- being the King of Cups when all I want is to have the freedom of the Page. It's a relief to receive some word from the universe that it's alright to not be the King of Cups all the time right now. That this is an energy I'm allowed to put down- to say it's too much and be The Hermit. Now whether it'll actually happen often enough...